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I’ve Had Dirty Hair Ever Since
By Alyssa Toye
Remember that morning we laid in the field
so many years ago? Probably not, and that’s ok;
I know it meant more to me. Careful of thorns,
we ran through the weeds. They were too big to trample,
but I prevailed. I met you where you dropped to the ground
to greet the mud we could smell. At first, I hesitated—
a clean little girl—but you told me that hair could be washed,
and you spoke only gospel back then.
So I laid down beside you, the grass
growing taller, the little white flowers my pillow.
I felt alive in the nature and stillness I had only
visited before. It was trivial then, but that’s when
I learned that the best place on earth is outside,
in the grass, with you.
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